Recently she is in capricious mood.. sometimes she is okay, but sometimes stay in emo mode especially after experienced insomnia for 1 week plus ..
Why? cos she doesn't feel good.. she feel thing doesn't getting better.. she is worry and she is very disappointed to herself. Thing happen to her, only the person who are in the incident can feel it..people out there only see her as normal..
She has this problem for 10 years.. When the thing just happened, she found it hard to accept. But yet, finally she accepted it.. Take care herself well enough. Friends ever found her very 'missy', classmate ever laughed at her.. is she ever cry? yes, she did.. but she make it silent..
She din't care what all the people said, still continue what she should do and shouldn't do... 10 years, nothing too bad ever happen to her.. but after 10 years, things turn to another way round.. She is very disappointed to herself even though she had accepted it too.. is there any chance to go back to the condition in few years before? No one can answer her..
She only hope things can getting better ...
