好听&伤人的真心话

如果你发现一个几个月没见的朋友变胖了,
你会直接告诉他/她:"你肥了"吗?
我可以很肯定地告诉你,我不会...

那,若是那个朋友是变瘦或变美/帅了,
你会告诉他/她吗?
我的答案是:会~!

为什么呢?
因为...人嘛,总爱听好听的话啊~
明知道说出那不好听的真话会让他人不开心,
那~为什么还要说呢?

不说并不代表我们虚假..
我们只是在说和不说之间作出选择...
选择说出好听的真心话,
拒绝说出伤人的真话..
那~又有何不对呢?
让大家都开开心心的,不好吗?

Storm Lily

Been busy recently...
lacking time to miss or think about other things...
people, friends, things that had happened before...

*Storm Lily*

this flower actually mean nothing to me..
But, indirectly...Someone using it and had made me think about the things that had happened passed few monthssss...
Many things & Many Friendsss...
all these had changed me a lot...
I will always remember them and keep them as my memories ..
**Miss**

Busy Life

this week started teaching...
students here are very quiet...
a bit not use to it because last time at St. Joe, the students were very noisy and always need to shout on them >.<

My time table is very packed...
1 week = 23 teaching hours...
it is really too much if compare to other college which mostly 12 hours per week for every lecturer...
even my colleagues here, they mostly 17 hours per week only...
How come mine so much?
what no other lecturer know to teach biochem?!
then just let other to take the subject Chemistry from me la~!!bullshit~!!

All the subjects I teach having lab works...
Even though teaching materials were given...
BUT they are really so suck~!!
notes not even complete...
the part of Lab Work, only written the title and objective, but dint even provide the procedure >.<
All I need to do is design the experiment for my students...
These kind of teaching materials?? still consider is 'being provided'?!

Been tired every day after teaching in college...come back to home still need to do preparation for tomorrow...
just like every day also OT only...
still got a lot of admin works not even got time to manage it~
unable to care that much...
time is not allow me to make all the things perfect~

feeling unstable

This morning, I went to Education Department to apply Temporary Teacher...
First I went to Simpang Tiga, but the people there asked me to go Bako Department...
That was very far away and me and my mum dunno the way to go...
luckily a Malay woman was nice enough to bring us go there...
we follow her car at the back until we reached the place...

On the way go to Bako, I only recalled that i forgot to bring my passport size photo..
but that time was too late to get back home..
Thought can try and see may be the people there can nice enough to allow me apply without photo...
But yet, disappointed me...
The lady said I had to follow the rules...
so the only thing I can do is get the application form go back home and complete it...
But seem like the hope to get the offer is not that bright...
cos there are many candidates already summited their application form...T__T

And, right now my heart feeling heavy..
i like teaching but i dun feel want to go for KPLI...
for sure, Temporary teacher job is really unstable...
thought I can get the offer and in the meanwhile I can try to look for other stable job...
but it is really make me feel unsafe...
When can I settle down my career problem??

anyway, 1 thing which can made me feel abit happy is my dream has having a good start tonight...
If you are my friend, then i think you know what is my dream =)
Sorry because I dint mention clearly here because I just wish to tell when i really achieve something...
My dream and my career, both also important and very need to be balanced up..
if my career unstable, I will having problem to achieve my dream life...
Sigh~ I really feeling worry...
Hoping God can help me .. Amen...

My Tasks

Today get to know what are the subjects I will handle in the college...
There are Chemistry I, Biochemistry, Clinical Biochemistry I & II...
All 4 subjects...is that much?
Actually is quite a lot cos all the subjects are long syllabus...
and got quite a number of lab for each of them...

besides this, I have to handle 5 students' thesis, which make me quite shocked cos I have no idea about how to be a supervisor...
But even how la.. I still have to handle them ...

One more task is be a mentor...but this one I haven't get my mentee name list...
How many mentee I need to take care??
Mmm.. Really hope that I dun have any mentee but anyway, this is impossible one ~.~

Very Disappointed Me

TOd@y is my first day at the college...
@t first I very welcome the day I start to work here, even though I got some unsatisfactory with the offer too...
But after today...I really feel very disappointed...
I am just like being cheated by the Principal...

Offer as a Tutor but work both Tutor & Lecturer's worksss...
This is still ok...
But what I heard from the old staffs here, the basic salary would not be increased even after the probation period...
wtf?! First time I heard got such an organization...
They will only give some allowances after we become the permanent staff but the basic salary will still the same even though you work for yearsss...
They are very mean...They are just like want to decrease as much as possible the amount they need to pay for our EPF...
and the allowances which are not stable can be easily removed by the organization as the reason of economic crisis....

Besides that, after become a permanent staff, resignation need to be informed THREE months earlier >.<'''
THREE monthssss~!! so much~!!
normally only ONE month notification ma...
but this organization's rules are so damn~!!
It is just like restricted us to get another offer of job before we decide to leave the organization~
sigh~!! Really wtf wtf wtf wtf~!!!
I thought after I work here my life can be more stable as I dun need to worry about my career again...
but now? everything just disappointed me a lot~

My last teaching day at St Joe

Today is my last teaching day at St Joseph Secondary School...
All the students still having their final exam,
no even got chance to say good bye to you all T.T

*A card that is meaningful for me*

Anyway, I feel really touch today =)
my form class have given me a little nice + creative card ^^
thank you so much~
Never thought that I will get anything from you all to keep as a memory =)

*signatures from my lovely form class students*

*who write this??? >.<'''*

*Facebook Facebook Facebook~~ =.='''*

*Cute Teacher?? you mean my height?? T.T*

*who write the ionic equation in the card? @.@*

*@.@ @.@ @.@*

*love you too =P*

Time really passing fast...
Two months have just gone like this...
Even though just only two months,
but I will always keep these two months as part of my memories ^^

*Creative ^^*

Guess that you all sure think that Teacher Jennifer not good in teaching & the english speaking damn lousy >.<
Somemore always blur-blur one XD
Haha... Is true la~
But hopefully your final year Chemistry result wont 'destroy' by me =X

*Is me?? Why so short one?? T.T
But quite match the reality la~
Thanks KuroNeko =)*

Alright, thanks for the help and co-operation you all have given me so far...
Especially my form class monitor (Waie) and assistant monitor (Fathullah)..
And also those from all my other teaching classes..
Thank you and all the best in your future...
Ganbatte =)
Gotta miss you all ~

And also not forget to say thank you to all the teachers that have guiding me at St Joe.
Especially Madam Belinda, Madam Michelle and Mr. Johnny ..
Thanks for the help..
~Take Care & God Bless~
Hope our paths cross again in the future

Thx God ^^

Wow....unwittingly I already been a teacher for almost 2 months...
Mean my contract at St. Joe is going to end...
I think some of my friends might thought that I got the permanent teacher offer at this school...
but anyway, I am just a temporary teacher here...
the contract is only 2 months since I was just replace a teacher who having her maternity holiday...

Actually I never stop looking for job even though I am working as a Teacher...
and, I feel very lucky... Why?
when I resigned from the job of Admin. Clerk in August, I was thought that I am going to jobless for a period of time...
but yet, I straight away got an offer as Temporary Teacher in the next day...
few days before, I was just wondering that after I end my contract at St. Joe, when can I get another offer of job and what kind of job I will get ??
Am I going to work in the lab which I am not really interested??
I had applied quite a number of jobs all these while but many of them never reply me~
and, this made me quite worry to being jobless ~
but anyway, yesterday I got a good news =)
I got an offer as Biochemistry Tutor at a college...^^

Thx God~!!
this is really a best news for me...
First, I get the job which is still considered related to my field, Biochemistry...
Second, I no need to being jobless because I will start working as a tutor straight after I end my contract at St. Joe...
Third, I get the kind of job I am interested to...
Huhu~~~ I thought I will work in the lab and doing some boring research works which is really a nightmare for me ...
but anyway, God really kind to me...
He never let me suffer from jobless and somemore give me the kind of job I prefer to...
I am really happy and I promise to myself will work hard to be a tutor...

A word or A sentence that can easily change your mood

Today actually I having a nice mood ...
but, just a few minutes ago..
Someone just changed my mood with a very simple sentence...
It might be true but is it too straight?
ya, ACTUALLY is myself problem...
people just try to be straight to the point...
but it sometime can be very cool and hurt~
but is okay... straight might be a good thing also...
and the person who telling thing like this might be the person who dunno to talk or express his/her thinking/feeling in a better way...
and he/she also a person who dunno to take care of other people feeling...
so, it might not completely my own problem...
cheerZzzz up Jennifer~!!

甜美的梦

梦见了她最想念的人...
好甜的梦...
却一点也不真实...
好想永远留在梦里...
但,残忍的闹钟声还是把她惊醒了~


他最近过得好吗?
我想... 应该是很好~~很好~~

Human Envy

Envy...
is tired to envy...
and, also is tired to being envied by others...
why need to envy others?
we all just need to be ourselves right?
do our best, no need to care about how other people being...
just be yourself~!!!
Don't compare, Don't look at other!!

My First hOlding B@bY - Little Michelle

Before this, I never dare to hug or hold a baby~

but yesterday, finally I had given a try to myself to hold a little baby...
She is my friend's daughter, Michelle =)
how to describe the feeling when I first held this little life?
It was soft and warm =)
her grandma and even my mum also afraid that I cant hold her probably...
they asking me do I know how to hold a baby before this little life pass to me =D
I dunno the answer that time, but now I knew =D
it is not hard to hold a baby actually =)

善与恶发自内心

<<善人从自己心中的善库中发出善来, 坏人从恶库中发出恶来, 因为心充满什么, 口就说什么>>

你选择发出什么果来对待自己和他人了吗?
*~求结善果~*

我对你很失望

我以为你很了解我...
可是,自从那通来电后...
我知道我错了...

钱,很重要...
但,它在我心中不是第一...
我有我的理想..
从我读书到毕业,
我一直没有放弃过...

也许你会觉得我很天真,很不成熟...
你说先赚钱,才去实现梦想...
可是青春是钱买不回的...
没了青春,要实现梦想就更加难了~!!

我没说钱不重要..
我非常了解它的重要性...
我会去赚钱,但不是麻木地赚...
我只希望我所赚到的钱足够我去实现我的理想...
这就够了~!!
你明白了吗?

或许有一天我会认同你所说的话..
但现在的我,理想才是最重要的...
我将会尽我所能,努力而不放弃地去实现它~!!

The Farewell Lunch 28-08-2009

lolx...this post posted abit late...
cos I met the troubles to get all these pictures...
Anyway, hopefully it won't be too late...haha

On 28 August 2009...
It was the 2nd last day I worked in ABC...
my colleagues was having a farewell lunch with me...
Even though it was not my last working day, but due to I was not free on 29 August 2009,
So they decided to having the farewell lunch on that day...

We having our lunch at The Servant Restaurant...
It was a vegetarian restaurant...
Before our foods came...
we had taken some snap to keep as memories ^^

My cutest colleague Syuen ^^

Brandon (the most experienced), Me and Jerome (the youngest one)

Hehe ^^
Playing some model shoot with the little Jerome .. lolx...


Below are the drink & foods we ordered...=)


what drink was that? Forgotten liao =/

Bah Kut Teh

Tomato + eggs


Chicken vegetarian


All the dishes above were only cost RM2.80 ...
but the tastes ware quite disappointed us...
So, finally we ordered a nicer but more expensive dish to erase our unsatisfactory...

This was the vegetarian prawn...
really tasted like normal prawn...
Yi Ci Bang~!!!

After having a ''medium'' lunchie...
lets snap the last group picture before we leave ^^
We left the restaurant around 1.30pm...
but our lunch break was only till 1pm =X
After reached back to office...it was about 1.40pm ...
and all of us forgot to bring the office's key some more >.< The next day, all of them were being questioned by the Director except me...haha... cos I gotta leave already ma, no point to scold me again...lolx

Cute Students =)

lolx.... today I have a very busy morning because got a lot of classes today~
but I enjoy my busy day ^^
And, I met something that I feel very funny...
My students date me go movie this weekend~
I feel very surprise and I was thinking is it they are serious or what~
but, he told me they are serious~
At first I asked him let me think about it first~
but after that he keep on coming and asking, and I ter-answer ''okay'' to him~ =.='''

Actually I not really mind to go out with my students....
but in honest, I feel a bit weird...
may be I never try before...lolx
Erm, anyway...My dear students, I gotta disappointed you because I recall that Saturday I will not be free cos I will having my dance classes in the afternoon and night~
Anyway, we try again next time k~? =)

Another funny student which make me damn sweat ... lolx
He keep asking me many questions...
how old am I...where I from...Where I stay etc...
and somemore asking me my hp number...
ooopzzz... I will not give you la student...
and, another misunderstanding happened today...
I was discussing exercises that I given to them...
and, I did ask them to go the whiteboard and write down their answers...
and I asked him to give me his answer...
I said:''you give me''..
and, yupz...he really gave me but is given me his number and name >.<'''''''

I am very happy today because all my classes were consider smooth~
I have handle and teach five classes which sound like abit stressful but I have used to it and I enjoy to be a teacher ^^
And, today my Naid Principal came and concerned about me...
Honestly, all the classes I have teaching are consider co-operating with me except the ''ghost class''...
and, I did tell the Naid Principal about the problem I met in that class...
and she is very responsible and quickly sent a Discipline Teacher to warn the students in that class, and today when I go in that class, those ''ghost'' look more listening already =)
Hopefully this will be pro-longed, otherwise I have to report again...

God, Thanks for giving me chance to be a Teacher...
I will try my best to carry out my duties ^^

My First Teaching Day

I think my blog will slowly become my diary...lolx...
Today is my first day to become a Teacher...
At first I thought that I will be very nervous and may be will suffering from shaking legs in the class...
But anyway, I dint...lolx... Thanks God...

The first class is my form class...
I had been told by this early morning that I will be the form teacher for this class...
Erm, this class, students were not too bad...still okay~~~~~~

The second class I went, hu~
so damn...
At the time I been in this class, I was thought that this might be the worst class I having...
Who know~~~~~~???
After entered the third class...
I only know what is the ''worst class'' should mean >.<'''

When the first step I walked in this class, the students never stop talking and laughing...
I had shouted and using my books to hit on the table, but still never make any changes ~.~
WTF is going on...
They somemore using some small woods throwing with each other until I collected all their woods and thrown into dustbin...
It was really tired and suddenly two students started a war....~~~
I have not even got chance to prevent the fighting before they started...
Two students were sticked together and I unable to separate them =.='''

This was really so damn...
When the time I have no idea to solve the problem, Finally the teachers beside my class came in and help to separate these two students, and brought them to the principal...
Just after few minutes, Principal came in...
and, all the students became quiet... no sound...~.~
The principal was scolding them and can said is help me to punish these naughty students~

Haizzzz~~~~~
Students~!!!
You all had made your teacher's life so WONDERFUL~~~~
What will be the next? Come ba~!!

New Job ^^

Just resigned from the previous job as admin. last few day...
At first she thought that she will going to be jobless for at least 1 month...
but this morning, she went for an interview at a secondary school...
is really lucky that there is a vacancy for teaching Form 4 Science and Chemistry...

Wow~!! This is what she never expect...
that's why she really happy now...
But there surely got some challenges will come to her..
The previous teacher leave nothing for her...
So, what she can do is just go to her seat and table to find out some useful materials..

Well, these are what she can get from the table and the lockers..
is very little but she hope that these will be enough for her to start the classes tomorrow...

Anyway, there are two teachers who have given me some ideas to start my classes tomorrow...
I have no experience in teaching...
So their helps are really useful for me..
Thanks a lot Madam Michelle and Mr. Johnny ;)

I'm Free, I'm Free, I'm tOo FrEeeeeeeeee

31st August 2009, Monday...
Merdeka Day...
I think most of the people are having fun outside...
but, anyway, I have stay at home whole day ~.~

What I have did today?
Cleaning, Keeping and Sorting~
I found out many unwanted and old clothes in my home...
and I think after I collect all the unwanted stuffs in my home,
I can probably open a shop to sell the secondhand stuffs >.<''' *This is not the end of story ..
to be continued..
tomorrow have a lot to be sorted out again >.< * Suddenly I feeling so free~~~ why? Because my current status is Jobless ~.~ I was just resigned from my previous job and is going to start looking for a better job again~ how long I will be jobless? How would I feel when I am jobless? Am I going to be boring until Crazy? aikzzz.... dunno... hope the day will not too hard to pass~ And, hope that I can faster get a better job I mean .. Time can be passed easily when you are busy working ..

Gold Man

Met this Gold Man in Kuala Lumpur, Bukit Bintang...
He was just doing some little earning by taking picture with people who passing by in the street...
You can just random putting some money inside his box...
He didn't really mind how much you have given him...
and also didn't mind how many picture you want to take with him =)

*My Daddy*

*My Parents =)*

* Is me ^^ *

Mutiara Rini - Johor Bahru

Just came back from my trip in Johor Bahru and also KL One week plus...
there is a garden that I think I must introduce to every one...
It was Mutiara Rini located someway in Johor Bahru...

This garden was big and decorated with a lot of gym equipments and huts...
I was wondering how nice is it if my hometown also provided this kind of garden...

Gym Equipments



..Huts, Hubs & Small Houses..


Artificial Lake

Play Ground
*Bad Man...Keke*

*play ground for kids... =)*